‘I’m not feeling so good today’

When you hear that, what does it mean to you? That the person may have a headache, stomach ache, or just tired… When I say that I mean I am not well today. No I don’t have any physical ailments, but I do. Mentally I am not feeling good today. No, not that I am depressed or sad today. I don’t feel well. Are you following me? Ok, let me explain. Just because I am not sad or depressed doesn’t mean I must be fine. Being Bipolar has so many other components. Sometimes I feel like I am not really here with everyone. My eyes feel delayed and my words sound delayed. To others they probably don’t hear or see what I mean but I do and that doesn’t make me ‘feel good’. Can you imagine how it would feel, to feel like you just walked into a room when you already walked into the room? Or can you imagine hearing yourself say something, then seeing yourself say it? Like living in super slow motion. Like living in super slow motion. Well these are the things I mean when I say ‘I’m not feeling so good today’. I don’t even know if any of this makes sense. I don’t even know if any of this makes sense. LOL. Now picture me typing everything twice. FUXMENTALHEALTH. FUXMENTALHEALTH.

#FUXMENTALHEATLH.

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